Weird valentine and CNY celebration
okay, technically i didnt celebrate CNY nor V’day yesterday. firstly, no valentine and secondly, i was not in the mood.
recording rocks! but yesterday didnt record any, just practiced a very emotional song by katy perry - thinking of you. in the end, both of us were kinda moody.went to kexin’s place for steamboat and i was dead full. and guess what, i won $2.50 for the first time in my life just by playing black jack. WTH!
after that, i went home and went macs to do hw with fauzie and stayed throughout the night till 7am this morning. went home and slept like a pig.
and i realised he was actually fadhlina and farhanna’s elder sister’s ex bf. how cool is that? hahaha.
I BELIEVE AS LONG I WORK HARD TO IMPROVE MYSELF, I’LL GET THERE. I’M WILLING TO TAKE THE CHANCES AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH I NEED TO SACRIFICE, I WILL SACRIFICE. i need to concentrate and study! damn it!
okay, wish me luck on 23rd feb =) im joining the one! hahahas. im just saying: it’s really not about the win but the process and learning to be better in every performance. It’s all that matters. really. so dont discourage me even if you think i’ll lose because no matter what, i’ll win something at the end of it.

