F Day
My mind was swirling throughout the day. i felt dizzy, nauseous and restless. i kept complaining and blaming the teachers and all about everything! i felt so fcuked up even though they werent wrong. i hate the truth because it’s always me being the fault.
it’s not i dont want to study. i just cant! i tried so many times. and i thought it was because i dont have a tough cca to make me discipline. i was wrong. yesterday after netball i wanted so badly to study but when im home, i found myself dealing with so much shit.
i love my netball team now though. yesterday was really productive. jeslin improved!
why am i always the one to clear up your mess.
tomorrow’s kinda our big day. just be cool and just jam our way to worlds!! now lar. jam our way to pasir ris!
really glad fauzi agreed to do acoustic gig with me! demo soon!! shall post online!! hahas.
