everytime, all you do is ask me to stop making noise. Right, im noise to you. i’ll make it to the top and prove to you that im not making noise, im someone who knows what im doing, and it’s music that im making.
have you ever fcuking sit down and listen to me play at least one song? all you asked was: you know how to play or what? or all you said was: stop making noise, she needs to sleep.
it has been freaking 6 years!
ARHG! stupid bitch also!
ya, day and night people ask me to shut up at home. so i go out to play and when i do that, you said: why always bring your guitar out, how you focus studying outside.
i cant fucking play at home and outside what the hell is wrong with playing guitar!
i hate this family! do we even call ourselves a family? we never really sit down and talk like normal family, we never really go out and have fun together like other families, we never shared any secret with each other like other families, we dont shop together, we dont play together. like now my dad dont even know im starting school tmr. he doesnt even know how old i am. he doesnt even know what i like to eat but he does know what my brother like to eat. my mum also. it’;s all about my brother. it was never me. she hugged him, kissed him, loved him like her child and brought him overseas while im all alone with a maid who always beat me up. she said i was ugly the moment i was born. for our custody, my mum wanted my brother only. from my memory, my childhood is worthless. i dont even want to remember. now, she contacts him not me. maybe im wrong. but that s all from what i know about her. . i just want to live alone. seriously, ALONE.
