December 2009
20 posts
we've changed
omg. i thought things will be better but apparently they are not. we no longer have common topics. not even hi byes. it’s really sad. guess live goes on.
hmm.. anyway i love my band!! woosh!!
just infer
writing a simple song. im writing about my life, my feelings, my emotions, my surrounding. im just expressing myself.
just written a song called the stage. need to improvise. and i need a camera.
today is just another normal day.
6 guitars in one house. insanely cool shit. everyone just played their own thing and in fact we cant even hear ourselves. but it was fun. drank a little vokka (vanilla). smells nice yet awful to drink. my stomach was burning. pure 40% VOKKA. but after a while it was nice =)
getting inspiration. i hope we will never get out of touch.
it’s like we both have our own lives and are so far away that we dont even say bye.
today was fun!! right photos on facebook. just click on my link at the right! =) go to my profile. hahas. epic picture of me in the boys toilet. nictay should upload them soon.
and i sang. wth. .kinda nervous cause it was so quiet in that area and i didnt want attention. and there was this lady standing...
ALL ABOUT HER
she hates her voice. she has frealking no idea how to control her diaphragm. she has no control of her voice!! damn! currently waiting for philo’s reply as to whether he can help her. hahas. no with singing but with guitar. he’s genius. she serious.
okay. a lot is going through her mind now.
1) saving ( top priority)
2) singing (top priority!)
3) BLOCK TEST (top priority)
- okay...
okay. there s no surprise. i tried but failed due to quality so forget it.
okay. i didnt know thai songs are so nice. lol. should i go thai club today and spend 20 bucks on drinks. dilemma.
6 days 5 days to CHRISTMAS!!
jingle all the ways.
eve and adam
eve: do you love me?
adam: who else?
i need to breathe. i need to learn. ARHG! gosh.. tell me this isnt happening.
great, one ear hole closed. whatever. oh great. there s nothing i can sing. kinda sad but i’ll continue finding songs that i can sing. shall visit the music store tomorrow after work. great that kexin is accompanying me to work otherwise i’ll be so bored. 6 hours of doing… nothing. but i’ll try to do work. sorry kaiyuan i didnt meet my target today. no mood. and im kinda...
i guess im over you. just not worth it. i need courage, i need strength. why am i so scare of unfamiliarity?
CHRISTMAS ON THE WAY!!
do my christmas rap.. derrick you shall upload it. lols
I used to be called a freaking loser. I kept trying to be better but im done trying. Seriously, there are more to life than just this.
I have to write a song ASAP! It’s my first competition and i need to give it my best shot!
Oh, be surprised next year. Im going crazy…. right maybe i am right now.
hello, it’s just an EC no big deal. =)
there, i said it. you re hard to forget if you realise. just kept thinking about and thinking all day.
right, more and more people wants to learn guitar. hahas. that s cool. spread the virus. it s contagious.
Things I’ll never say. I finally did. Great day. trust is all i need, maybe life will be better.